| I don't know why I'm blogging about this right now but I guess I felt obligated too |
[Aug. 26th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
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I just spent the last couple hours re-reading an an old friends LJ from 2002-2003, and doing so has taken me back to soooo many years ago and remembering my teenage life, and the people I involved myself with back then. I am kind of embarassed to even think about myself then.... I was pretty stupid, and holding myself back from being a really, decent fun person. I was, well, kind of at odds with myself. Sort of a jerk to those that were trying to be a true friend, and I didn't see it until it was too late. I guess that happens for all of us growing up in high school, you really don't know who you are until you look back retrospectively. You see everyone in a different light, and, especially for me I did see this guy in a different light. I didn't know that he was going through such angst in those days, I thought I was the only one. I wish I had been a better friend to those I knew back in high school. |
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| Writer's Block: Your Topic |
[Aug. 8th, 2008|01:27 pm] |
The topic I like to write about most is my personal life. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's an answer 39755595990 people have said too. A little more specifically I like to write about my struggle(?) with identifying with everyone and what my place is in the world. Will I be able to have a wonderful life I dream and imagine for myself? Will I turn out to be all that I despise? I can't predict my future so I will just have to try and guide myself to along the path least likely taken to get where I want. |
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